I was lost in a broken world.
The promises I had, shattered.
The broken pieces laid into me, the weight leads to pain.
My sorrowful heart slowly beating, just enough to keep me alive.
The hope of happiness, the only thing keeping me here.
A reason to wake up in the morning, the one thing I live for, the only thing I crave.
The hand that rocks the cradle, and the one which causes pain.
A love hate relationship.
Tearing me into two.
One half loving every second, the other not so sure.
Fear growing in the loneliness, the shadow and the darkness.
The flame burns brightly, to purify the sins behind the angelic face already hides.
I alm
All around is what we see,
Whether we are bird or bee.
When we think we want to die,
Dreams of ascending to the sky.
A pale blue ocean, skimming the sand
Something different than the land.
The delicate seam work, the never ending dream,
Only thunderstorms can break clouds at the seam.
Each raindrop soothes the earth's dry pain
But from each wound, a scar remains
A rose's beauty from its flower,
Growing a new thorn every hour.
A prick enough, to hurt and sting
The swallow's beauty hidden in a wing.
Soaring high above the towns,
Freedom, without the knowledge to frown.
The sky's beauty unable to be captured,
Each cloud seems in
Adoration in the form of flame,
His life form, no one can but tame.
The freedom he owns;
Which is not marked by chains.
The power, the glory
The king of the birds, to forever reign.
Immortality controls his life.
A burning fire, his only vice.
A perfect paradigm of flame,
A hypnotising show of royalty.
The power that shows;
Disappears in one small step.
From its perfection,
Doomed to the world of ash.
Consumed by fire,
To then be renewed
Eternally living,
In body and sky, stars mark when it lives or dies.
The fire in the phoenix burns,
In its 500 years, it learns.
One day it must leave,
To yet be re-conceived.
The source
Current Residence: Ipswich, UK Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite style of art: Photography Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: IPod Nano Wallpaper of choice: Final Fantasy Fanart at the moment. Skin of choice: Blue, Shiney Favourite cartoon character: Sakura - Angelic Layer Personal Quote: Lost my heart, Forgot my Head
Favourite Movies
Thirteen, Hannibal
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evanescence, Cauterize, Staind
Favourite Games
The Sims
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, Paper, Pen and a Scanner; Occasionally a Camera.
"I must answer these questions while using the "random" option of my itunes!"
1. How does the world see you? Whisper - Evanescence
2. Will I have a happy life? Plug In Baby - Muse
3. What do my friends think of me? Where is your Heart - Kelly Clarkson
4. Do people secretly lust after me? The Reason - Hoobastank
5. How can I make myself happy? Everyday I Love you less and less - Kaiser Chiefs
6. What should I do with my life? To the Moon and Back - Savage Garden
7. Will I ever have children? I Want You - Savage Garden
8. What is some good advice for me? Exit Music (for a film) - Radiohead
9. How will I be remembered? The Last Song -
Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 (or as many as you know XD) people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours... (a/n: but that would be spamming, right? no thanks. I'll pass.)
1) I have a constant need for reassurance .. I check things are OK before I act ... Most of the time to a worrying extent.
2) I'm anti-so